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Under lock and key.

by ~Megilar, Mar 13, 2013, 3:46:36 PM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Philosophical

Let's call it brain. Nutshell. Music box. Barred door.

When the night was all black and dark, I could feel my heart slightly weathering.

Like -
[Old paper, between old leather, in an old shelf, in an old city, in an old world.]

Let's call it psychological warfare. Emotional blackmail. Love.

My hands were cold and didn't belong to me anymore. Like the little strawberry marks, scars and bruises all over my body.

My -
[Thoughts. Memories. Body reactions. And other stuff.]

Nothing belonged to me. I was branded.

Let’s call it forceful expulsion. Surviving.

Please, stay close to me. Cut my skin and spill my blood. Make sure, that I'm never going to belong to her again. Break my bones and tell me my future. Squeeze your fingers in my flesh, until I can't turn my neck, can't open my jaw, can't cry anymore.

Stay close to me.
Don't let me go.

My memories are a glorious mess and I just can't stop bleeding out all these words.

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Under lock and key.Let's call it brain. Nutshell. Music box. Barred door.

When the night was all black and dark, I could feel my heart slightly weathering.

Like -
[Old paper, between old leather, in an old shelf, in an old city, in an old world.]

Let's call it psychological warfare. Emotional blackmail. Love.

My hands were cold and didn't belong to me anymore. Like the little strawberry marks, scars and bruises all over my body.

My -
[Thoughts. Memories. Body reactions. And other stuff.]

Nothing belonged to me. I was branded.

Let’s call it forceful expulsion. Surviving.

Please, stay close to me. Cut my skin and spill my blood. Make sure, that I'm Under lock and key. by ~Megilar

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white blank pageThe problem.

Sometimes, I have to rinse my mouth out because of that. I still have their taste on my tongue. Hers and his and yours.

(Especially yours.)

I can't get rid of this and start scratching my tongue with the sharpest words I can find.

Piano Strings. Thorns. Glass. Edges. Fear. Grasp. Coldness. Heart ache. Claws. Saturn. Lemons. Tango Argentino. Summer Camp. Lips. Beer. Razors.

But now the taste is a composition of other peoples' souls and an aeruginous copper coin.

Like tea brewed with sewerage and withered moments. That and 300 grams full of blood.

I try to fight fire with petrol and end up in an uncomfortable faint. Deep inwhite blank page by ~Megilar

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morse from the galaxySigns were everywhere.

Why didn't I see them in first place?

In the rain, my footprints left a trace of black. Black dots. Blotches. Spilled ink · • •

They were everywhere.

This particular scent, a dash of fuel, a gentlemanly note hung over my clothes like the haze over the sink traps in the city.

Do you know what falling stars are? They are morse from the andromeda galaxy. Surreal telegrams of the universe.

I stood there, with amorse from the galaxy by ~Megilar

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use me, holly"I can't tell her, that I'm not over my first love yet. That I'm still bitter."

That was the first sentence I heard from her for three years. (Also, the first time I saw her since then..)

I sat in this little pub, somewhere deep down in the fork tongue streets of Vienna. Red and blue lanterns were hanging from above; postcards were glued to the table like hour glasses. Keys were nailed to the door frames like they never were made to unlock something.

My mind was dizzy. I drank way too much and too different things.
I was already leaning at the corner wall, like an unused umbrella, when she came in and sat down in front of me, as we would use me, holly by ~Megilar

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by ~Megilar, Apr 15, 2012, 9:16:38 AM
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Mood: Thanks
Drinking: English Breakfast Tea

Hey there dear watchers and passing guests.

Jep, this is my first journal-entry in ages and some important things changed. I'm back to Vienna, I'm member of the

and I'm more eager then ever to be an artist. Recently I made some stickers (In fact.. many Stickers.) Teacups, Teacans, Teabags, Keys and Cupcakes. The Stickers have a very high quality and are sealed with Belton Molotow Clear Coat.

Now here's my point. I want to spread this stickers all over the world, so I ask people who might like my stickers, then I'll send them to their adresses and all I wish for is happiness and maybe two or three photos so I can see where my stickers are. You can use them for whatever you want, but I would be really glad if you place them on spots where many people can see them.

So..

What do I need?

-Your adress. (Jep, that's a bad point, but I swear I'm not a psycho and I just use your adress to send you these stickers.)
-Maybe some photos afterwards.

What do you get?
-One envelope with a ten or twenty set full of different stickers. (If you want cupcakes more then Teacups, just let me know..)

There are absolutly no costs from your side, but If you have any questions, just feel free to ask.

Raise your teacup,

Alexis Devian

P.s.: I'll try to upload some photos for you ^^

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~Megilar

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I’m Alec.

I’m somebody who is born with an anomaly. I have ink in my veins. I spit, bleed, puke and piss Ink. If Ink would be my fuel, then words would definitely be the oil to keep this whole machinery of gear wheels in motion. They’re keeping me alive.

I love tea, books and good conversations.

My stories often rotate about ghosts by daylight, unexpected gatherings and memories which aren't so distant by looking closer at them. Train-stations and all about them, Cafés and bars, small flats and fascinating houses.. these spots are my zero points

Raise your teacup.

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~Sigma-Echo-Seven Aug 18, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you for the fave and the watch!

~Megilar Jul 29, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

You're very welcome.

Alexis

*GrinlessCheshire Jul 29, 2012

Thank you so much for the watch!

`Itti Jul 17, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Hey! Thanks so much for the

on my steampunk heart necklace!

I don't know if you'd be interested but several people said they wanted one so I've started making them for sale now. I can note you with more info if you are thinking about it.